2 years ago today
2 years ago today, i met the loml. in 16 minutes the day will pass just as he did. i would go back and rewrite history if i had the power. unfortunately, i am powerless. mourning this seemingly average day...alone. the date was unacknowledged by him as to be expected. why do i still think so fondly of someone who is only indifferent toward me?
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i did the same thing, kept the date in my head like it was sacred, even when it meant nothing to him anymore. it feels unfair to carry something alone, but it’s just proof of how deeply you loved.
when the day came around and he didn’t even blink. i sat there feeling like a clown for even remembering. made me hate myself for caring so much when he cared so little.