day 8 of no contact. i’ve been getting better at limiting checking his socials and rereading chats but his absence is still loud. he viewed and liked my instagram story yesterday so fast. he’s never done that before. he also checked my tt profile. i wonder if he was missing me and thinking of me. it felt like his gesture of saying “i see you but i still can’t engage right now because we both need space.” maybe i should check in with him in 2-3 weeks because i really don’t want things to end between us without clarity. i’ve also been dreaming about him since the past few days. it’s hurting me inside that the only way we’re connected right now is on social platforms and in my dreams….