i need help
i really don’t wanna do this anymore
i feel so alone. my heart hurts . i’m so tired of feeling so sad all the time .
i thought i was getting better , i thought it was getting easier without him but it’s not at all .his sister posted a tiktok and he was in the back and i had a full breakdown , how is he okay when im struggling so bad without him . im so fucking embarassed . i don’t want to fall inlove ever again , my heart aches . i was already struggling before and losing him has tipped me off the edge . i feel like he’s fine without me and that just proves how much of a fucking worthless human being i am
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do you have anyone you can sit with or talk to tonight, even for a few minutes? you sound like you’re carrying all of this alone and i wanna understand what your support looks like right now.
@angelEMO I was texting this girl who’s like my big sister , she just told me to sleep
when it hits me like this, i usually remind myself that their “being fine” is not the same as being healed. and i try to get off socials for a bit. even a few hours helps me breathe again
Hey love… 15 days NC is tough. You’re basically on “Heartbreak Survival Mode” and still showing up, that’s strength, even if you don’t feel it. ❤️🩹
Seeing him in that TikTok? Of course you broke down. That’s like an emotional jump-scare 💀 Your heart is still healing, so everything feels extra sharp.
But please remember:
Him looking “okay” doesn’t mean you’re worthless.
People cope differently , some pretend, some distract, some act like NPCs. His behaviour isn’t a reflection of your value AT ALL. You’re not a discounted item just because he moved on faster 😭📉
You’re not embarrassing. You’re not weak. You’re just HURTING and that’s normal because our mind translated heartbreak as physical pain. That's why it hurts A LOTTT.
And it’s okay to say “I don’t wanna fall in love ever again.” That’s your heart talking from pain, not your future. One day this won’t hurt the same as time goes by.
Unfollow everyone related to him or put your phone down. That will do, trust me.
seeing my ex laughing in someone’s story while i was literally shaking on my bathroom floor. it really does make you feel like you meant nothing. you’re not crazy for hurting like this
oh my days. please don't call yourself worthless. you're not worthless for loving someone. it's just unfortunate that we find ourselves here and there's nothing we can do about it. I feel the same, I'm always thinking about him and asking why he doesn't miss me the way I miss him but I can't change that so I push through. one day they'll come to realise just how worthy we were but then it will be too late. stay strong we can do this