it's been 87 days since he broke up with me. today I finally blocked him. lately everything was reminding me of him and i felt suficated.
the worst part is that I don't feel any better since the break up. some days are fine but I can't seem to find even half of the happiness that I had before. now i feel awful. all my body hurts and i can't stop crying or get myself together. I'm just so tired. i just want this weight of me. for those out there dose it get better?
Last updated on:2025-11-27T22:48:41+05:30
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when you say everything reminds you of him, is it specific memories that hit you or just the emptiness of the routine without him?
i think by now i got used to that emptiness. i can go on with my day and a random thing can bring back memories that continue to hunt me for the rest of my day. i really hope that will pass soon.
A Good first step I hope you find peace soon
i felt this so hard. when my ex left, i swear everything around me had his fingerprint on it and blocking him felt like ripping off my own skin. i didn’t feel better for a long time either, it actually got worse before anything shifted. you’re not weird for hurting like this. it’s that “my whole nervous system is breaking up with them” kind of pain.
It's been 7 months since my breakup and I still don't feel better. I'm on day 156 of no contact.