Goodbye my first love ðŸ˜
Hello, someone who is no longer in my world. Today was my first night shift at the hospital. It was hard. I even ran into my doctor from the clinic there, I was so awkward (you would know who I'm talk
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It’s been two months since my ex left me
It’s been two months since my ex left me. Some days I feel okay but other days I slip into these small depressive episodes. I was managing fine until I looked at the calendar and realized it’s bee
I’m honestly so over my life right now
I’m honestly so over my life right now. A long time ago I had a real love and even though we were from different cultures and at different points in our lives we really loved each other. I haven't s
how would you feel?
so my ex and I were texting today the breakup is still pretty fresh, but he was going on about how my depression can’t be that bad and how it’s all in my head and im not working hard enough to fix
what should I do?
my ex she’s always come to my place everyday. how can I move on if she’s always around 🥹
What do I do???
today was supposed to be day 8 but I relapsed, and I texted him to apologise and hopefully to rekindle, but he just said he forgives me and I suggested meeting up to catch up over lunch he left me on
Unbelievable ex
My ex literally broke up with me because apparently I love him "too much" as he said. He felt pressured like what is wrong with him? 🤦
day 38
I don't know what I feel. never thought I would be able to cross that many days without talking to him..i don't wish anything now.. just god help me to grow in life
Forever is a lie
Hi I am new here. my boyfriend just broke up with me last night. Nothing indicated that he would do it. And I don't know how to feel about it because we would have hit 3 years in April.
was he leading me on?
we got into a fight late at night, way past my bed time, he asked some question and i answered in a not so serious way. he took it the wrong way and was angry and started cursing at me, i didnt even g
I went through a breakup back in April 2025 and even now I can’t seem to move past it
I went through a breakup back in April 2025 and even now I can’t seem to move past it. The relationship was toxic and he disrespected me in ways that were truly awful. I spent months in therapy tryi
Future scares me
She called me last night askin me to start takin care of myself. She wants me to do something that makes myself happy than for anyone else, even for her. She said when I only take care of her and not
Should I reply?
Me and my ex are in good terms, like there was and is no toxicity between us but after break up when we decided to stay as friends after sometime he said talking is not good for us and after 11-12 day
boundaries in relationship
boundaries with his girl best friend have been crossed. i saw on his gallery that he was saving her photos on facebook so we had a big fight. i still don't know why he was doing it. i did not wait for
EX wants to talk
Hey everyone it has been almost a month since my breakup, and its been incredibly hard. I think about him every waking moment. Some days my emotions feel manageable, almost steady, and other days I c
We love each other but are in no contact
I met this girl and thing were perfect for over 2 month. This girl was my first everything. Then randomly one day decides that she wants to break up with me so she can focus on the loss of her grandma
so guys
I’m a little cooked. idk why but I texted her on tiktok and now we’ve been going out and she wants to like reconcile things and I kinda do too. but I’m scared of how people in my life would reac
She hates me and I don't blame her. Fills me with sorrow and guilt knowing it's my fault.
It's 3 months now since the breakup and coming up on 2 NC. I can't say I didn't see it coming fully. I knew she was distancing and checking out after a fight where I lied to her about something dumb.
I wonder
I wonder is she thinking about me like I’m thinking about her. The silence and distance is killing me. Doesn’t she know she’s my everything, my best friend, my truth keeper. My safe place is no
What do you think if this situation?
It turned out that after my ex broke up with me, he was texting a lot of other girls while still flirting with me, making me believe we were still something. He even kissed me and four other girls at
What do I do?
I feel used. He broke up with me two weeks after my grandmother died (which I witnessed and where I had to call an ambulance). He thought I was too jealous and insecure, but I simply needed him to giv
No man born of a woman will ever make me feel less of myself again 💯
Had a heated argument and he tried to humble me (he said shit) but I went lower (to hell). I later apologized and he said he needed space. He started moving funny, really disrespectful and he basical
I took 24 pages to realize!
thank you all for your advices! I've been writing for the past 5 days non stop about how I've been feeling and why I don't deserve an immature person as the one I had. I am 100% over it, after my drea
Update to my previous post: I don't like this version of him
As you know my ex and I got back together a few weeks ago after being broken up for about three months. The reconciliation itself was very emotional and intense, and while we both agreed to try again,
42 days no contact
Forgot to share how therapy went last week, but wow…major breakthrough. While unpacking my abandonment issues, I realized they run way deeper than I thought. I finally understand where they come fro
Monkey Branching/Cheating
Do they ever come back? I feel like I don't want her back but I keep imagining getting the chance to tell her how much she's hurt me. I keep hearing about how they always try to come back and all I ca
I can’t cry anymore
I can’t cry anymore. I want to feel sad to process to let it sink in that I’ll never see S again. But instead the tears won’t come. I feel distant from him disconnected like we no longer hold an