2 weeks - how its going
hii!! keeping some sort of public journal has been really therapeutic for me and has really helped me with my healing process so far. so i'll keep tracking my journey like this until it doesn't hurt a
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he texted
he texted me saying he is giving up completely on me, I feel like I'm going to die if not already
I can't hide from the pain
I really had a messy breakup with my ex we was on and off for roughly a year till I found a woman in his house ,went back after few monthsðŸ˜he cheated again met another lady on tiktok 2 of matter o
ugly face
I feel so ugly - like if my face was pretty he wouldn't have left me- I get told I am pretty alot but I don't believe it because he doesn't love me
How to break up?
I keep coming back to him and he keeps breaking my boundaries, disrespecting me as a partner - and finally apologizing, saying it won't happen again. It happens again. He invalidates my feelings const
Disappointment again...
We broke up a few days ago. It wasn’t as painful as my previous breakup, but some of the things he said afterward made me doubt everything. I actually feel a bit better now, since we both agreed the
Getting better but getting worse?
To give some context, I'm a teenager so I'm still studying. I'm in the final exams and my teacher said I failed math annual subject, so if I don't pass the math remediation I'll fail the year, which m
self worth
Struggling really hard with the way I allowed him to chip away at my worth- he does not determine my value to myself- the verbal assaults were very damaging to my soul and my aura, my energy. Stomped
miss him
I still miss him so much, but he has disappointed me so much with his actions I kinda feel sorry for him. I’m feeling very proud of myself though for surviving one week nc.
I work with my ex. does talking about work considered no contact?
for context, I work with my ex as shift supervisors. he is the main opener, I am the main closer. so, we have little-to-no choice in contacting each other sometimes about work, whether it be individu
I am always wrong.
after a long silent we are back to be.and everything will go very smooth and even more lovely . And we were together and have sex.after that my ofc college sent a message and he got my phone and check
feeling so lost, crying 24/7
I broke up with my boyfriend 2 days ago due to incompatibility. I’m 23 and he is 21. for my age I am more mature. we lived together and the decision is really taking a toll on my mental health. my
How do I get over him?
How do I forget him already? Everywhere I look, I see him. I have so many things and little reminders from him, and everything hurts so much. I miss him. But we’re not good together. He hurts me, an
a letter to the one I lost
I have this immense feeling of unrest inside of me. A gaping hole that comfort and joy used to fill. When you left you took those emotions with you and I have no idea how to get them back, I don't kno
A couple of years ago we got really close before summer break
A couple of years ago we got really close before summer break. I genuinely liked her and thought she felt the same but I never got her number. When we returned I asked her out and she turned me down
how do I move on
I have a lot of emotional dependence on him, and even though he has hurt me so much, I always go back to him, even when I try with all my might not to.