Today is the start of Day 9 of my no contact..
yesterday I talked and connected with my friends again and honestly it felt nice it felt nice to move forward even just a little
I am also starting to think to get a part time job to earn some money and support myself just a little and I am also thinking to be online on my socials again..and start to express and post things about myself..
but..I also think what happend between him and I..things which made me insecure..like in the internship there was a female teacher one of my friend said he has attraction for her and he also defended her one time..and he also pasted her photo on his assignment copy..all of these made me insecure..I am still recovering from all these things..sometimes I also think maybe we will be normal again..then I am like no I won't talk to him ever..i don't know I do mixed thoughts
but I also feel okay ( well I do have my periods from today so I do feel tired )
but I am also recovering from things..I'll continue my college from August..
I guess I am still learning how to be okay but I won't give up...that's for sure :)
Last updated on:2026-07-25T01:28:52+05:30
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i feel this so much. i started getting my life back little by little too, work, friends, posting again.
Wishing you all of the support
when you think about being “normal again” with him, do you miss the person he was with you before all this happened, or do you miss the feeling of having him in your life? i struggled with telling those two apart for a while
I don't know sometimes I think that I'm thinking too much about stuff...but most of the times I remember the bad stuff that happend..sometimes good stuff..
day 10 of no contact, i started laughing with friends again and then felt guilty for feeling okay. the back and forth of missing them and remembering what hurt me was so exhausting.
yeah same thing is going on with me
Proud of you :) You will have good days and bad days, just remember your thoughts are like clouds, they come and go. You do not have to act on your thoughts.
Thank you
Same to you wishing you support ^_^
I'm proud of you
Thank you
I also wish you support we can do this :)