Feeling stings: navigating my emotions on day 23
It's been days since I posted here... I was just avoiding things which prolonged my healing...so I thought this app was also one of it.. Many things have happend..so this week from Monday to Friday
It's been days since I posted here... I was just avoiding things which prolonged my healing...so I thought this app was also one of it.. Many things have happend..so this week from Monday to Friday
I felt much better today..as I woke up..even tho my lazy ass always wakes up late T.T...I felt better today..a little happy as well..I have stopped checking anything related to him... but yeah I do f
well today I woke up..did workout..completed 3000 steps..and I'm working out from 3 days now..I'm trying to put it together honestly...it's not like I don't miss him I do...even while working out and
I miss him..honestly I do...I feel longing..and sadness because of it..I read it somewhere that this is the craving phase..which will last for 15 days I guess.. I have stopped checking anything relat
I cried in the morning...yes I did...but I don't know I felt less sad while crying..now that I look at it i think I am finally processing the whole thing which happend between him and I. I also get
yesterday a thing happend to me..a guy on an online platform tried to harass me like in a sexual way...that was so bad I got caught up in this I got a little nervous and instantly thought of him for p
Yesterday when I was studying I was getting alot of anxiety...I couldn't focus at all but I forced myself to focus as much as I can..yes right now I'm forcing myself to do stuff honestly alot has hap
To be honest..I feel sad. I have heard somewhere that humans connect to the memories more than they connect with a person..maybe it's true..I remember the good memories and things he did for me.. y
Alot has happend overnight actually.. So I was getting anxiety of him being with someone else..a teacher from my college...someone told me they are close and everything so then I talked to my frien
Today is the start of Day 9 of my no contact.. yesterday I talked and connected with my friends again and honestly it felt nice it felt nice to move forward even just a little I am also starting to
hey guys, this is the 8th day I think my nervous system is mostly calm and now I can reflect on things more easily... like little by little I am realising things now I actually think I will never
I feel bad because what I am doing is that I'm just searching into avoidant attachment styles and everything I am doom scrolling and doing anything else..I am not being productive.. also I'm gonna ge
I used to talk to him from day 1 of college we were in the same group and everything everything, we did group work and everything together then I started a physical relationship with him ( without co