I miss him..honestly I do...I feel longing..and sadness because of it..I read it somewhere that this is the craving phase..which will last for 15 days I guess..
I have stopped checking anything related to him...my friend do send snaps..I search him in those..yesterday he was playing game..it was a small snap..his face was not visible but I recognized it's him..I'll not check the snaps..for 15 days..cause I think it will harm my progress..and I also convince myself and give reasons that he is never coming back..but I also know that I'm not ready if he do comes back..I'm not strong enough yet to face him..
Now that my body is not in a panic state the Ultimate longing part hits..I feel sad but it's okay..I feel like breaking no contact..but I won't.. ofc..I just miss him no other thoughts..just miss being with him..I do wonder if he thinks of me or not..
yesterday I did some exercise tho..although I didn't do it in the morning because I'm a lazy ass who wakes up at 11AM ;_; hehe but I still did it in the evening telling myself that it doesn't matter as long as I show up..so yeah 15 more days then 1 month will pass let's see how I feel in these upcoming days :)
Last updated on:2026-07-30T22:16:29+05:30
Comments (11)
i’m honestly proud of you for choosing not to check the snaps. i did that too, one day at a time, and those small choices were what helped me feel like i was getting myself back.
thanks
I'm proud of you too :)
I'm on day 1. I'm doing things to distract myself from looking at anything related to him.
its hard but I'm hanging on
you will feel better by each day don't worry
@cookie thank you
you imagine him coming back, what is the part of that moment that scares you the most? is it seeing him again or what it might bring back?
both actually..
when my body finally calmed down after the breakup and then the missing part came crashing in. i kept wanting one tiny sign from him too, even when i knew checking would pull me back in
oh so it's normal ;_; I thought it's not..well..I'm not gonna text or check in anything that's for sure..
proud of you for doing some exercise. its the only thing that takes my mind off stuff.
yeah..ikr will do it more