I felt much better today..as I woke up..even tho my lazy ass always wakes up late T.T...I felt better today..a little happy as well..I have stopped checking anything related to him...
but yeah I do feel lonely sometimes..but then I'm also like I'll learn how to be alone and happy...and focus on other things..
I'm controlling My diet...I'm working out as well..studying also..although I still lack focus on things..I push myself and try my best..I do think of him..it's not like I don't but it's less..it's not like I don't feel sad or bad I do but now it's just like a wave and it goes away..yesterday also when I felt lonely I called my friend instead and talked about random stuff of college she did took his name and my heart still skipped a beat when I heard it..but it wasn't like I panicked or anything..it was okay
I wonder what future has stored in for me..but I'll make myself stronger :)
Last updated on:2026-08-02T10:41:49+05:30
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i love this version of you that’s showing up for yourself. i started working out and filling my days after my breakup too, and some days the sadness still came back, but i slowly stopped letting it run my whole life.
Thank you 💖
this actually sounds like such a shift. i’m curious, what was the moment that made you decide to stop checking on him and choose yourself a little more?
I just realised if I check today I'll be back on day 1 so I didn't..
when my heart stopped feeling like it was breaking every second. those tiny wins hit different, like going a whole day without checking and realizing you’re still oka
yeah I do miss him and want to talk but then I'm like if I do that I'll lose my progress
so nice to hear!! good luck!
thanks
you too 🎀