well today I woke up..did workout..completed 3000 steps..and I'm working out from 3 days now..I'm trying to put it together honestly...it's not like I don't miss him I do...even while working out and talking to others I go silent or not talk much or get sad..but I push myself through it..because that's the only way right now..I have to push pass the sadness...
I still sometimes think if everything goes to back to being normal with him..and I do want him to back..but then I remember the things that happend between us...
I stopped checking anything related to him tho..from yesterday and I won't check it until 1 month has passed..I hope I get over the sadness...and I'm really trying
Wishing you all luck as well :)
Now I'm gonna go and study bye 👋
Last updated on:2026-07-31T23:57:13+05:30
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what was the moment yesterday that made you decide to stop checking for a month? was it something specific or did you just feel tired of hurting yourself?
I thought checking it now means my progress will be in vain so..I decided not to
proud of you for not checking on him. i did that after my breakup too, and those little updates kept reopening the same wound. the first few days are HARD, but keeping that distance helped me breathe again.
for how many days will these things last? ;_; I get exhausted from distractions also..
Hope I would reach day 16 :'(
you will
forcing myself out of bed after my breakup and doing tiny things like walks and workouts while my heart was still stuck on them. missing him and still choosing yourself can exist together
literally feels bad