It's been days since I posted here...
I was just avoiding things which prolonged my healing...so I thought this app was also one of it..
Many things have happend..so this week from Monday to Friday was my assembly week..I didn't go to college I avoided all of it actually I also Uninstaller my WhatsApp to avoid things...you know like out of sight, out of mind kind of thing
so on Monday people did call me, reached out and one of his friend sended me snap ( today I opened it ofc it was a snap of him and his other friends then a snap of board Decoration )
after that since I didn't had whatsapp I didn't knew what was going on and honestly it was a good thing I was okay..although there were underlying feelings but most of it was okay
so one day I added my friend who is a friend of him as well in a group..that group was mostly inactive but yesterday I saw that my friend has added another friend of mine..and that another friend added an unknown username to the group and that unknown is like talking to people not that much but yeah he/she did ( I really think it's him but I don't know why )
so today I also installed my WhatsApp I replied to people like usual I didn't wanna cause that much reaction to things I also saw snaps...there was one snap where..he was like standing near the stage and there was a female teacher of ours as well standing there ( she is young and she's of our age I didn't liked that he talked with her cause a girl from my group said he has attraction towards that female teacher, although my friend said they are just friends) It just stings you know..and it stinged me again alot when I saw that snap although it was like 5 second snap it just hurt me..
I also asked that another friend that what are you guys are doing in that group..and who's this unknown he just brushed me off I said like I trust you with things and I hope he understands..Idk why I still expect from people...
after that I removed everyone from my Snapchat.. who sends me snap of the college..I didn't wanted to see so I removed..I also removed that another friend..and I also left that group where that unknown username was added
idk why is this happening..it's like people are making fun of what I've been through...
Do tell me what you guys think...and what I should do...
Last updated on:2026-08-09T09:43:30+05:30
Comments (8)
that checking who’s in groups, who added who, and trying to figure out if an unknown account is him kept me stuck way longer. deleting or muting things that trigger you helped me breathe again.
I did the same I removed all the triggers
do you think knowing whether that account is actually him would make you feel better, or just give you something else to think about?
actually even if it's him I felt bad that he's doing breadcrumming...like I deserve more than this..maybe an actual conversation..those are my thoughts..
get why that snap hit so hard. i’ve had those tiny things ruin an otherwise okay day, even when i knew i was doing better. you’re allowed to protect your peace for a while.
thank you..this makes me feel alot better 🥹
The world does not see the battles we have to fight daily. You just have to stay strong and see how far you have come. Im proud of you !
thank you so much 🎀