Yesterday when I was studying I was getting alot of anxiety...I couldn't focus at all but I forced myself to focus as much as I can..yes right now I'm forcing myself to do stuff
honestly alot has happend to me...two of my friends have blocked me, one friend of mine she said stop talking to anyone, another friend of mine lol she used cheap tactics to sabatoge my exams, another friend also used me to win college elections and lastly him..The one I wanted most on my side..also got irritated because of me and left me...I had a wave of sadness writing all of this..because these were the people whom i gave my time and priority...I gave my one year to them...and in the end they just..I don't know
well yesterday also I was trying to talk with a guy and tried to date or something like that..it just felt so unsafe that I couldn't do it..yes I couldn't it..lastly..
I overthink alot maybe with time it will go away...I feel sad right now writing all this..
I am not gonna give up tho..I'll find my way through things somehow...time will heal so I'll just trust the process...I hope everything gets better...
Last updated on:2026-07-28T00:07:21+05:30
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losing friends and my person all at once, and it hurt because i kept thinking “did all that love mean nothing?” i’m glad you’re still choosing yourself through all of this 🤍
I really hope I get better..by time
forcing myself to study while my mind was falling apart. what helped me was lowering the pressure on myself and just getting through one small thing at a time.
I'm just trying honestly...
when everything started falling apart, was losing him the part that hurt the most or was it feeling abandoned by everyone at once?
losing him was the worst ofc
Take deep breaths when you feel that again
I'll keep that in mind