Why can't i focus? a heartbroken journey of letting go

Yesterday when I was studying I was getting alot of anxiety...I couldn't focus at all but I forced myself to focus as much as I can..yes right now I'm forcing myself to do stuff

honestly alot has happend to me...two of my friends have blocked me, one friend of mine she said stop talking to anyone, another friend of mine lol she used cheap tactics to sabatoge my exams, another friend also used me to win college elections and lastly him..The one I wanted most on my side..also got irritated because of me and left me...I had a wave of sadness writing all of this..because these were the people whom i gave my time and priority...I gave my one year to them...and in the end they just..I don't know

well yesterday also I was trying to talk with a guy and tried to date or something like that..it just felt so unsafe that I couldn't do it..yes I couldn't it..lastly..

I overthink alot maybe with time it will go away...I feel sad right now writing all this..

I am not gonna give up tho..I'll find my way through things somehow...time will heal so I'll just trust the process...I hope everything gets better...

Last updated on:2026-07-27T14:23:12+05:30