To be honest..I feel sad.
I have heard somewhere that humans connect to the memories more than they connect with a person..maybe it's true..I remember the good memories and things he did for me..
yesterday I came across videos related to him...that made me cry..but I deleted them all..and today also in the morning I burned everything related to him or things he gave me...maybe that's why I'm sad because it made me sad to do that..
I also Uninstalled the apps which made me remember him..I'll keep it that way for now..
but..didn't contact him..I won't contact him that's for sure..honestly it's scary to move on..but I know I have to
but I've also made some list of things I wanna do before this year ends...
yeah I do feel sad but I think I'm gonna be okay
Maybe right now I'm forcing myself to do stuff one day I won't..
I'm trying to look forward as much as I can..( maybe I'm sad cause I'm on my 3rd day of period who knows what my hormones are doing TwT )
posting here helps a little..thank you for commenting on my posts and supporting me..
I wish you guys support
take care of yourselves ♡
Last updated on:2026-07-26T17:01:44+05:30
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you made that list of things you want to do before the year ends, which one are you secretly the most excited about?
probably visiting the science center with my friend..I love space hehe
You absolutely are going to be ok, and you have done so much already to protect yourself and propel yourself forward - which isn’t easy! It IS sad, it IS painful but these steps you are taking will make the timeline of your pain shorter ❤️
I hope it does and everything becomes good..
I wish you support
i feel proud of you that you’re trying to move forward and thats all that matters . it gives me encourage ❤️🩹
thank you so much and I also wish you support
this made me smile and ache at the same time. deleting photos and little things my ex gave me, i cried through almost all of it. i didn't regret doing it, i just had to grieve what those memories meant.
I don't regret doing it either..it's just that I get sad..but I hope it gets better by time..
I wish you support as well