yesterday a thing happend to me..a guy on an online platform tried to harass me like in a sexual way...that was so bad I got caught up in this I got a little nervous and instantly thought of him for protection...although I didn't break no contact and talked to the admins of that group instead...My brain still searched him for safety..I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing..
I still cry when I talk about things..so I have decided I will not talk about stuff with my friends again..I'll not ask for him or search for him and if I get anxious I'll deal with it myself..I mean I have to right..there's no other way...
I feel sad ofc not always but yeah sometimes I do..maybe I need a routine..yeah I do..I'll try to make one and follow it now my periods are over and moreover I wonder if he's ever gonna come back...although I shouldn't think that way because he clearly said he doesn't want to be with me..I feel so sad like in the end I got nothing...instead of pain..I wonder if it will get better someday..
writing here helps a little from all the things...Wishing you all support :)
Last updated on:2026-07-28T13:29:11+05:30
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when you thought of him for protection, was it more because you missed him or because he used to make you feel safe during scary moments?