Why did my ex run away after i said hi?
I know I shouldn’t be analyzing but I have a problem with reading people. I don’t know how to tell if they mean their words or actions or even what those words and actions mean. Yesterday I saw my
I know I shouldn’t be analyzing but I have a problem with reading people. I don’t know how to tell if they mean their words or actions or even what those words and actions mean. Yesterday I saw my
I saw my ex in person with her boyfriend. I didn’t care anymore. I went up to them and said hey and she walked away with her group following behind including her boyfriend. Upon seeing her, I realiz
We originally called to get things sorted out such as emails, passwords, and photos deleted. It was hard but I deleted everything. We talked about our futures and genuinely had a good conversation. We
I recommend everyone listen to Even Though You’re Gone by The Jacksons. It’s a powerful song about continuing life regardless of losing someone so involved in your life.
Today is what us teens call national girlfriend day so usually we post our girlfriends. My first year without her since 2024 so it’s hitting me a bit hard also our anniversary is exactly a month fro
Everytime I sleep on time, I have dreams of her that make me feel pain. I have to wake up because I notice myself beginning to stress. I’m not going to look back at her though because I’m choosing
This time in my life has got to be the darkest so far. I lost my gf, no stable job, can’t even get a car or my license yet and lastly I just went to the hospital recently. I feel like I’m losing o
I’m hurting again to be truthful. I never distracted myself so for the past 40+ days of no contact I’ve felt every inch of it. It’s not that I don’t know why she left and we didn’t work but
I got to thinking to myself why is it that I’m starting to hold myself accountable and learn about myself more? I’m in a position where I can’t tell if I’m winning or losing so I won’t even
I genuinely thought I was moving forward but the last few days have drawn me back in a spiral. All the things I’m feeling are stemming from insecurity and nostalgia. I don’t want her back and I kn
I’m missing my ex right now but I know how to separate feelings from fact. I miss her because I’m insecure about myself again and also haven’t been winning in life lately. Me and my sister also
I have this sense of pride that’s telling me to go try be in another relationship or try to have sex with somebody else to forget about my ex but I know it’s the wrong thing to do. I just can’t
I’m at a low point in my healing right now. I’ve been thinking about the finality of everything again and that’s been the hardest part for me. I think about the fact that I will likely never see
This is just a vent post but definitely feel free to comment or share. I’m honestly feeling a lot happier than I was in May. I miss her a lot as a person not a partner. I mean she was my best friend
As much as I’ve healed and feeling like I can overcome everything in my path, I still felt something today. I made a new ig account due to wanting to start content creation and business brand for sc
It is officially almost an entire month since the last time we ever communicated and 2 months since she left and got with another guy. I still think about her hence why I check this app every once in
I’ve been actively trying to isolate myself from everyone so I can better myself but honestly I think it’s counterintuitive. My healing isn’t linear so there are days where I’m feeling good an
I love my ex a lot. I will always love that woman because of what she was to me and how much I wanted to be better when I was with her. I know she doesn’t think or care about me anymore but that’s
Lately I’ve been doing better trying to prioritize myself and also wishing her well but today I was hit with a wave of sadness. I think about all my mistakes and the finality of everything and it hu
I feel like I’m getting closer to finally moving on. Since my last post I’ve taken time to focus on my goals and appreciating Jesus (I’m of Christian faith) for everything that has been given to
My sister just made it known to me that there were things that I did that were wrong and I didn’t even argue with it. I think that I genuinely deserve to hear the hard truth. I made mistakes to get
I don’t want her back. I’m tired of caring in such a way that makes feel like i’m crazy. I don’t even want our relationship back but it’s my own insecurities. My need to feel like someone wa
I literally failed in my goals and I checked her reposts like a dummy knowing it would just reopen the wound. I look at her pictures today too and I’m just all over the place. I quite literally do n
I checked to see if she still had me blocked. I’m so done with thinking about her. I want her gone from my mind. I know I have to continue to learn my lesson but the more I think about her the more
Ever since my ex and I broke up in February, there was a time that we were communicating and trying to work it out. Originally she didn’t want to be in a relationship with me again but she gradually
Today is a mix of emotions. I’m still rationalizing our last conversation and finding closure within it but also I’m disappointed with the fact she’s not the person I thought she was. I’m not
I saw a notification that my ex who has me blocked on snapchat had posted a spotlight video and I clicked the notification to see what it was about. I will admit that my heart dropped seeing her face
I decided today that I won’t continue to bring her up anymore unless I’m on the app or in my own room. I don’t want to get redundant by constantly bringing her up in all my conversations because
I apologize for posting so much but I genuinely have no one to turn to but this app. The way she left and got with another dude was just so cruel. I have my good days where I can be confident in being
The loneliness is burdening me so bad that I can’t sleep. It just pains me to know that she isn’t mine anymore and she’s free to do what she wants but why didn’t she choose me? I stuck by her