Lately I’ve been doing better trying to prioritize myself and also wishing her well but today I was hit with a wave of sadness. I think about all my mistakes and the finality of everything and it hurts but I know we weren’t meant to be. We were young and didn’t know what we truly wanted and needed in life. It’s been a hard time without her in my life at all. She has completely disappeared from my life and frankly I don’t think we will ever cross paths again. I’m glad that I was able and have that time with her and I miss having someone by my side but I know it can’t be her. Because if it was truly meant to be then it would’ve been
Last updated on:2026-07-13T20:01:12+05:30
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i’ve had days like this where i replayed every mistake and blamed myself for everything.
missing someone who was no longer in my life at all, and those random waves would come even when i thought i was doing okay. the part about knowing it can’t be them but still missing him really hurt me too
i’ve been in that place where you know the chapter is over but your heart still reaches for them. do you feel like today’s sadness came from missing her, or from thinking about the things you wish you did differently?
I think that my pride is failing to accept that I can make mistakes
It's hard to have such a realisation but also helps to move on.