My story...
Friday and we were supposed to link up at our usual after work I got there ordered my flat white and waited feeling a bit off I noticed he was late which was mad sus but I tried to ignore it When he finally rolled in he looked like sum off. convo was straight-up awkward He was glued to his phone like I tried to keep it light but he wasn’t vibingI had this gut feeling and it was killing me inside Then I saw it his phone lit up and I caught a glimpse of a message My heart dropped
I asked him who it was and he froze and mumbled something about a friend but I could tell he was totally lying So I did the thing that prolly wasn’t the smartest move but I grabbed his phone What I saw made my stomach drop a pic of a girl in nothing but the exact same green adidas tee he had on ? My heart raced i realised it hit me he had been with her just before here.. what????
It felt like the ground fell out from under me and I couldn’t breathe. i had a panic attack. the waitress rushed and made me comfortable. everybody was looking and i was hyperventilating and he was standing in a corner the waitress who had the sense to ask him to just move aside.
After i settled abit we left and walked through the park in the dark in silence me crying and numb. the park we had our first kiss where we made so many memories and I was just trying to keep it together I remember seeing other couples and feeling like shit. i dont know how i made it through that ride home. he was there till my door and then i went in and felt it was surreal. my flatmate one of them was home not out on weekend, lucky me, she calmed me and really thanks to her for that nite. Thanks for listening Remember you deserve someone who treats you right. not some loser who cant keep it in his pants. Keep shining ? ???
Last updated on:2024-11-02T19:51:41+05:30
Comments (4)
i feel ya
tearing up reading this
hugs hugs hugs tc
i am so sorry. this sounds heartbreaking. can not imagine how it must be feeling fr.tc