I don’t have any friends or anyone to talk to. My ex and I were together for five years, but things fell apart so badly. Now he’s homeless, living in a tent city, and he doesn’t call. We share a son, and he was my person—my best friend. He loved me unconditionally, but I couldn’t keep a roof over his head, and he wouldn’t get a job or try to help us make things work. Getting into fentanyl was the final straw. I miss him so much, even though life is genuinely better without him weighing me down. He put me through so many painful things.
So why do I still cry for him? I wish he had been the strong, steady man my son will never get to know.
I also feel really sad around dusk when the sun begins to set. I don’t know why, but I can’t relate that feeling to our relationship at all.
Last updated on:2024-11-12T14:48:33+05:30
Comments (3)
You're a great person, and you deserve someone who appreciates you.
It's completely understandable to feel sad and lonely.
I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time.