I thought we could move on from the past, but it keeps getting dragged back up. I cry I promise I swear I’ll do better—and I think I do. But one hour turns into three and three turns into the whole night and now I’m not so sure. How could the boy who said he loved me so much and was down to work through anything change like this?
It feels like it’s my fault, and maybe it’s too late to fix it. I don’t even know what to do anymore.
How do I deal when one moment you’re calling me sweetie and being all loving and the next we’re fighting like we’re on opposite sides?
How do I handle it when one moment you’re kissing my cheek and holding me and the next you say you’re not even motivated to see me and need space?
How can you be the sweetest boy ever but also the one who makes me cry the most?
How can I care about you this much when you won’t even let me?
I feel like it’s my fault but there’s no going back now.
Last updated on:2024-11-21T12:29:17+05:30
Comments (4)
It's okay to be vulnerable. Sharing your feelings is a sign of strength.
Remember it takes two to tango. You can't control someone else's actions.
You deserve someone who treats you with love and respect.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It sounds incredibly painful.