Haven’t talked to my ex since he ended it last year. These 14 months have been rough, like the hardest ever. Yesterday, my friend said he saw my ex at work and told me he looked good. Honestly, it made me feel sick. I miss him so much, and I just don’t get how he could put me through all this pain.
Last updated on:2024-11-21T14:01:00+05:30
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You're not alone. Breakups are tough, especially when they're unexpected.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's completely understandable to feel this way.
Honestly, I get what you're feeling searching for answers I wish I could give. I miss her every day. New Year's will mark a year since I last saw her smile in person. All I ever wanted was to see that smile one more time see her happy. But here I am stuck unable to move on tryna to get some kind of closure. If I could just see her happy, I'd know for sure I got to witness the most beautiful woman in the world being exactly that. But yeah I’m breaking her no-contact rule just to try and see her smile, and that’s not the kind of person I ever wanted to be.
She won’t let me see her again and I have to learn to accept that and not turn into some disrespectful jerk from the past. Still, it hurts. The last time my friend saw her at the store we used to work at, she hit me with something that made the pain feel fresh again. She told my friend, We were never really together, we were just fooling around. Like damn. I knew she erased me from her life but she didn’t have to twist the knife like that months later
I wish I could know if she even saw the message I sent, but I doubt she’ll ever read it. I wouldn’t have sent that angry text if I didn’t mean it and I wouldn’t have said those three words if we weren’t real. But the wild part is she said those words first. Now here I am still holding on to feelings for someone who’s completely moved on like we never even happened.