I thought everything was going great I was honestly the happiest I’ve been with her in months. Out of almost 2 years together we’re each other’s first lov first everything we’re both 18. Then out of nowhere she hits me with I’m not happy anymore I love you but I’m not in love with you I wasn’t ready for it. So I’m sitting there in the middle of a restaurant crying even though I tried so hard not to.
She has her reasons, we argue a lot sometimes. We’re both dealing with a lot especially me. She was one of the few things that made me happy. We hadn’t fought in a while, but she said it’s because she stopped caring. She says I act childish sometimes try to annoy her bad reply times (I’ve just been really busy). She thinks I’m not happy with her.
After that, I switched it up. I stopped arguing, stopped the childish stuff, started replying faster and making more convo but she just gave dry replies and slow responses. She said it was better but it still felt forced. The fact that these little things could be why I’m losing her really woke me up I knew I had to change. So I started buying flowers, chocolate snacks every time I saw her. I picked her up at 3am when she went out with friends. But as time went on, she started making excuses not to see me. I acted like I was okay but I wasn’t I was crying all the time. Then 2 days ago I went over to hers and she tells me she can’t do it anymore. We cried spent the night together went on one last date the next day. I love her with everything I have. She seemed more upset than me even though she’s the one breaking up with me. After we broke up, she called me a few times checking in and saying she’s been crying a lot. I don’t know if she’s worried about me or just feels guilty. I asked her if there’s a chance we’ll reconnect she keeps saying we’ll see. We still have a trip booked in 2 months.
I started no contact it’s really hard, but I think it’s the best way to give her space, let her miss me and detach from all the negative stuff. I’m just scared she’ll move on or not miss me at all. (The thought of another guy in her life makes me feel sick.)
I have her birthday gift ready for next week should I just drop it off at her place?
Is there any chance she’ll come back?
She’s literally the sweetest most beautiful girl in my world and I’ll always love her.
Last updated on:2024-11-22T15:22:43+05:30
Comments (6)
Just focus on yourself and your goals.
That's a tough break, but you'll find someone better.
That's a wild situation. Just ride it out.
That's a major mood swing. She's kinda messed up, tbh.
Damn, that's a major L. But hey you'll bounce back stronger than ever.
Bro, that's rough. Heartbreak hits hard, especially when you've invested so much.