so like I’ve been into this guy for a year now. We’re both artists on social media and he used to be super nice to me—like he even got hyped when one of my posts hit 100 likes and told me to check out all the love my art was getting. That moment legit made me start falling for him. But yeah I’m a pre-T trans guy stuck in a toxic home situation and he’s only into cis dudes which is just... ouch.
I tried to bury my feelings thinking they’d fade but nah, they’re stuck on me like glue. It’s been rough watching him go on dates, getting bfs that barely last a week. He’s always talking about how cute his coworker is and it lowkey makes me jealous. Lately I’ve noticed he doesn’t really invite me to stuff anymore—no games no hangouts nothing. It feels like he doesn’t care as much and seeing him vibing with other people kinda hurts.
So I haven’t talked to him for two weeks now but he’s still peeping my TikTok. Like, he checked it once this week and when he was dating this one guy (who hurt him btw) he kept looking at my page the whole time. I wanna ask him why but I’m super shy so it’s hard to bring it up. I don’t hate him or anything I just hope we can be chill friends again when all this drama dies down. He’s been through a lot, and I’m glad he’s finding his happiness... even if it’s not with me.
Last updated on:2024-11-28T16:05:53+05:30
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Don't be afraid to reach out for support. Talk to a friend, family member
You're going to find your person.
Someone who will appreciate you for who you are.
Maybe a heart-to-heart chat could help. If you feel comfortable try talking to him about how you feel.
Time heals all wounds. Give yourself time to process your emotions and heal.
Focus on yourself.Your journey is important, and your happiness matters.
Sending you a big hug! It's tough when feelings get complicated especially when you're going through so much.