Week 2 of no contact and I woke up feeling brand new. I cried a lot the first week but today that’s over. I deactivated all my socials till the new year starting reformer Pilates next week and I’m back on my cardio & healthy eating grind. Maybe it’s because I’ve been ghosted by the same person twice but I woke up feeling disgusted I’m not letting myself go through this again. It’s gonna get better tho! I’m not delusional anymore I see it for what it is he doesn’t want me and someone who truly cares wouldn’t treat me like that. Time to focus on me now.
Last updated on:2024-12-24T10:08:23+05:30
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Happy you’re getting out of that.
Good job! I’m starting to feel that disgust too. I think I’m finally at the point where I know I don’t want him back anymore. I cried today cause work stress hit me hard, felt hungover, and I'm still hurting but I think the stress is what set it off. I still enjoy social media and talking to my friends don’t feel the need to delete anything but I did unfriend him on Facebook and Insta. I can’t bring myself to delete our messages or block him yet even though our last convo was him yelling at me 😔. But I don’t like seeing his face on my messenger. Hopefully one day I’ll feel ready to delete it all. I’ve come to the conclusion I don’t want him back not even if things don’t work out with this new girl (who he’s clearly using). I’m not going back to that and honestly there’s this guy I’ve always liked and with him gone I get to go on a date with him. excited for that. I don’t like feeling hate or disgust but I guess it’s part of moving on. Hopefully it turns into just not caring and then I’ll be free.
For sure it takes time. I still haven’t deleted our thread either but when I scroll through it doesn’t hit me the same way it used to. I’ve never been the type to delete messages tho. Time heals. I’m not about holding onto hate or bad vibes but when I really see how someone treated me it’s hard not to feel that way. You should totally go on that date and enjoy yourself
I’m proud of you Sometimes we don’t get it the first time, maybe 'cause we’re trying to see the good in them or understand them. But focusing on yourself is a solid start and stepping back from social media or picking up a new hobby makes it even better. Wishing you all the best!
Thank you