I’m 24 male. Had a long term thing from 13-18 but got abandoned a lot as a kid by caretakers others and even grief so I’ve always been super dependent and terrified of abandonment

I’m 24 male. Had a long term thing from 13-18 but got abandoned a lot as a kid by caretakers others and even grief so I’ve always been super dependent and terrified of abandonment. At 18 the breakup hit hard ghosted didn’t get closure still not really over her. Then had an online thing at 21 that lasted almost 2 years but yeah ghosted again. I’m not sure if I’m over the first one but finding out she hooked up with others made me feel sick. The last breakup just wrecked me.
Now I’m 24 super depressed suicidal thoughts here and there no stable job didn’t finish high school and honestly feel stuck. My parents support me and I know I gotta stay for them but I’m drained and barely have the energy to deal with the grief. That said, I’m lucky to have a decent setup my family helps I live comfortably and I have a little village house my grandma left me so I wouldn’t be homeless or starve.
Anyone else been through something like this? Or got any advice?

Last updated on:2024-12-30T10:54:05+05:30

Comments (2)

PrestonPori

check out the Bible bro. Jesus heals. I had a dream about her last night. I’ve never felt this down in my life. Out of nowhere I can’t stop thinking about her and it’s killing me that I lost her. But for real Jesus is the answer. It’s tough rn and I’m struggling, but Jesus has something better lined up for you. Love you man.

Mindryder
Mindryder 1 y ago

I’m mostly Catholic and I can’t even imagine life without my bond with God. Hope love pulls you through these tough times. If you need anything my DMs are open. Sending you lots of love!