I spent 10 months getting to know this guy and honestly I think he was the love of my life or at least the love of who I was back then. We just clicked like effortlessly and knew everything about each other from the tiniest details to the big stuff. I loved sharing everything about myself with him and hearing about him too. life had other plans.
Now it’s been a while and this person I used to know from a few years ago hit me up wanting to try again. I’ve been giving it a shot but I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s just not the same. And I feel super guilty because this new person doesn’t deserve that.
It’s even gotten to where I hold back or lie about random stuff like I won’t tell this new person that my favorite flower is a tulip because that feels sacred to what I had with the other guy. It’s dumb but it’s like I want only him to know that. And yeah that’s not fair to the new person because they deserve my full attention but I can’t give it. He’s still everywhere in my head in everything I do. He’s a part of me.
Will I ever get past this? Should I not even try and just stay single because I’m clearly not ready? But what if this feeling never goes away? Or do I give this new person a real chance like maybe it could be something good even if it’s not the same?
Last updated on:2024-12-30T13:04:51+05:30
Comments (4)
Let the new person know and dip
I still remember my ex’s fave flower the daffodil.
Heal bestie heal. Block out the world till flowers make you smile again.
I think I gotta heal... just scared how long it's gonna take 😔
You're the only one who can decide and if you think the new guy’s better then go for it but make sure it's really what you want. Before this new guy were you with anyone else? Just curious.
I’ve been with other people before him but that just makes him feel even more special