It’s been 2 months since he broke up with me

It’s been 2 months since he broke up with me. I’ve stuck to no contact haven’t reached out haven’t heard from him either. Has it been easy? Nope not even close. Not a single day passes where I don’t think about him.
He lives super close like 600 meters from me so ever since the breakup I’ve been prepping myself to run into him at some point. In my head I kinda idealized how it’d go like maybe he’d see how good I’m doing and things would shift. I even thought it might be the start of us getting back together.
Well today was the day. I was on my way to a friend’s dinner party and stopped at my local grocery store to grab a few things. And there he was. I panic texted my friend and she was like Don’t talk to him just get what you need and leave. So that’s exactly what I did. But he passed me a couple of times while I was there. No eye contact no idea if he even noticed me.
We ended up checking out at the same time. I picked a self checkout station that was back to back with his so we still didn’t make eye contact. And then I left.
This was the moment I’d been mentally preparing for for months. And it still hit me like a ton of bricks. In my head it was supposed to go differently. But in real life? He’s just a stranger now. He chose to not be in my life. I tried when he ended it and he still said no.
But here I am overthinking like crazy Did he see me? Did he ignore me on purpose? Or did he not even notice me at all?this sucks. Feels like all the healing I’ve done in the last 2 months just got wiped out. Can anyone else relate? Thoughts or advice?

Last updated on:2025-02-10T21:38:03+05:30