It’s been years but I still have feelings for that girl. I met her in class and just randomly texted her (it was right after Covid). I could barely see her face behind the mask but there was something about her that caught my eye. I hit her up with some excuse about homework. Over time we got close talking all the time (even though I was with someone at the time). One day she asked if I was single (she wasn’t flirting just curious) and I lied said I was but she found out I wasn’t. She got mad and blocked me. I cried a lot tried everything to reach out to her. I somehow got her to forgive me but things were never the same after that. The connection was lost and I really missed it. Just when I thought things were getting better something went wrong (bad timing or whatever) and everything fell apart. But later we reconnected on another platform (it wasn’t anyone’s fault it ended the first time). I had broken up with the girl I was dating by then. That girl started to mean everything to me but I was scared to tell her and the bond we had never fully came back. Years later I tried to tell her how I felt but I realized she wasn’t into love stuff. I tried but it didn’t work out. Our connection broke again she went her way I went mine. I tried dating other people but she was always on my mind. Every relationship ended because I was still hung up on her. 3 years later I reached out again and told her everything. She told me she needed to focus on her career and couldn’t date me. I tried to convince her I thought there was a hint she might feel the same but she didn’t give me a clear answer. She just said everything in circles. I asked her if I should wait for her5 years? 10 years? She said no but also said time will decide. Now I’m stuck. I can’t stop thinking about her a I’d wait my whole life for her. I’ve never loved anyone like this and I know I never will if it’s not her. She’s my whole world. I don’t have any friends to help me figure this out (I know people will say move on but I’d rather be alone than forget about her). I don’t think it was anyone’s fault maybe the timing just wasn’t right. Life’s full of regrets and I just wish I hadn’t lied. Her name’s got 7 letters starts with R and ends with e.
Last updated on:2025-01-20T16:45:41+05:30
Comments (7)
Sometimes the universe has a funny way of working things out.
I feel your pain.
It's tough when you feel so strongly about someone.
Time will decide is the most frustrating thing to hear.
Don't give up hope. Maybe one day things will align.
It sounds like you two have a strong connection.
the worst kind of what ifs.