Been over 3 months since the breakup after together 2 months of no contact.
A couple weeks ago I legit felt like I was dying everything was just too much. I had been spiraling for months and it all hit a breaking point which led me to spend some time in a psych ward and get sedated just over a week ago.
Looking back I see that all that pain was just me needing to let out the grief and going through it deeply actually shifted something in me. I can feel myself slowly recovering like I'm getting through it. Doesn’t mean my love for her just disappeared or that I don’t miss her but the pain doesn’t feel as sharp and missing her doesn’t feel like a never ending hole anymore. I can tell this is the start of my new chapter.
Wanted to share this because when you're in that deep pain it feels like you’ll never escape it. Like you’ll never feel anything but hurt. But trust me it gets better. Let yourself feel it even if it’s scary lean on others for support and believe in your strength to make it through the hard days.
Last updated on:2025-01-27T16:59:54+05:30
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Omg what is even wrong with me. It’s been months and I swear I feel worse. My life legit feels over without her. She’s everything I’ve ever wanted in someone.
Glad you’re doing better tho. Really hope I get there soon cuz I can’t keep living like this.
i know it hurts i feel it too but we got this. keep pushing one day it’ll get better.
@FreakyKz There's nothing wrong with you you're just on your own timeline. It might get worse before it gets better but trust me it will get better. For me it felt like it happened overnight one day I woke up and something in me just shifted.