Finding so much loneliness...in fear mode...being tested for colon cancer. so many signs that there's most likely a mass..playing the waiting game and Mike not being there is the most difficult thing...
Last updated on:2025-07-28T08:06:25+05:30
Finding so much loneliness
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I'm praying for you. man infeel this so hard. I hate your going thru it and feeling alone . it hit different when they not there and they use to be. it sucks I can relate. but I hope you find some peace in this situation. somehow
i feel this in my chest. waiting and wondering and wishing someone was holding your hand through it. you're not crazy for missing him.
i hate how grief shows up even harder when you’re scared. like, where are you now? hurts in a different way.
this hurt to read. i remember when i was waiting on a diagnosis and the person i thought would be there... just wasn’t. the silence from them was louder than any of the fear. i’m sorry it’s all piling on at once. the fear the loneliness, the loss. it’s too much for one person and i hate that you’re carrying it alone.
I'm so sorry. This app is a wonderful support group. Stay with it. You're stronger than you realize.