l have some amazing friends some in person some who I've met through friend n l left all friend groups (3-4) groups l was gone for two weeks cus l go through this state of depression every few years and l came bk a day ago or two and honestly l care about them but l have a wall up cus I'm scared of having my kindness as my weakness but I'm mean to them as my way of showing them l care even tho they been nothing but good to mean they helped me forget about my ex but as time goes by I'm slowly warming up to them as time goes by l truly have found my safe place even though they don't ask about my real name or anything about my past they truly helped me with a lot of struggles of mine l can call them my family I'm really thankful for them and ik they are thankfully for me being there for them like l am with them pls lmk if anyone can relate to this cus every friend group are different from what l got (me and all my friends are mean but we never take it to far or to personally it's only in the most friendly way if something make someone uncomfortable we say so it's not to be used again)
Last updated on:2025-08-12T06:34:21+05:30
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they seem to give you space without pushing, and that probably matters more than they even know.
yea
sounds like you found your people. i used to think i didn’t deserve that after my breakup. turns out i did.
that's what I'm scared of they don't push me to be nice
i pushed people away too. acted like i didn’t care when i did. it’s easier to be cold than risk getting hurt again.
yea