Day 12. I cried alot today. Probably the most I have so far. Night time is the worst. The silence. It’s so damn lonely. That’s when the rumination really starts and the obsessive thoughts of him with his new girl. It’s torture. I don’t sleep.
Last updated on:2025-08-21T07:58:29+05:30
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I feel you I'm in the semi same situation except she left me and I cried today because it hurts me to think that she's smiling because of another man and she won't ever think of me again
I am going through the same situation! At night I listen to music and watch my favourite tv shows/series. It keeps me away from thinking about something over which I have no control! We are going to make it, I promise ❤
i feel the same way, sometimes i remember she told me he loves her so much, i hurts ...i wanted him to love me but it was too much
it makes sense you cry more at night. the distractions are gone, it’s just you and your thoughts. that’s usually when the memories come back the strongest.
i had nights like that too. i’d cry until i couldn’t anymore and the quiet just made everything louder. i started leaving something on, even just a podcast, so the silence didn’t eat me up as much.
I remember them nights but they are becoming les and less. Still have some hard and painful days but I hear you when you say the night’s are the worst. it does get easier I promise 🥰🥰
i remember those nights. staring at the ceiling, thinking about him laughing with her. i hated how my own brain felt like the enemy. i’d get mad at myself for even caring but i couldn’t switch it off