Hey people, I just wanted to share this. Let me know your thoughts. It’s very personal but something heavy to carry all alone. So, my ex and I were together for one year and right after one year I got pregnant. It was unplanned and unexpected. He is working and I am doing degree. After much discussion, we decided to keep the baby. I was even ready to put my studies on hold and continue it after delivery as I was already emotionally attached to the baby. Unfortunately, I miscarried and it took a toll on my mental health. I behaved crazy which made him lose feelings on me. He told that he that he started to lose feelings ever since I got pregnant cuz we had arguments. I don’t know if it was my pregnancy hormones or what cuz I was going through a lot when I was pregnant like academic pressure, family pressure, and societal pressure. I admit that I argued a lot during my pregnancy and behaved crazy post miscarriage but it was bcuz I was mentally not in a right place. I wish he was more understanding and compassionate. After all I carried our child. So, he lost feelings and he said that if he forces himself and stay, he might end up cheating on me. We supposed to get married as well which is now cancelled. I am all alone now. Mentally not good, replaying all the memories, questioning everything. I chose him and our baby over my family. Now, my family doesn’t want to accept me back after he left me as I chose him over them. I am financially stuck too. Thought of ending my life but it’s not worth it. Thought of discontinuing my degree but thanks to my lovely friends who encouraged me to not give up. He used Bumble, talked, and met someone after one week of our breakup. He talked in a flirty way like how he used to with me. He said his rsp with me was not worth it to her. I know I have my mistakes but he could have been patient. I was there with him when he was depressed, had little salary, not even a car, and nothing. Now, he using doing well and when I am all alone, he decided to leave me. Life sucks. Exactly third day of no contact and I am struggling.
Last updated on:2025-09-08T16:43:02+05:30
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people i loved didn’t understand. it hurt so much, but holding onto small things, like friends who cared, kept me breathing day to da
i stayed up crying, questioning everything, while he moved on fast. it made me hate him and myself at the same time.
I feel you girl❤️🩹🥹
I know how it feels when we do not get back the love as reciprocate it for others. they are out there having their life and leaving us miserable and making us feeling guilty. I sometimes think if people have become soulless.