40 days

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it's been 40 days with no contact I thought if I didn't break no contact this time he will and he will apologize he will try for us anything but I realized nobody tried for this relationship except me and when I stopped everything between us stopped I don't think he even wants me back or think about me ...

Last updated on:2025-11-14T01:39:02+05:30

Comments (9)

unclearword
unclearword 4 mths ago

when you think about him not trying, do you feel more sad or more angry? like which one hits you harder right now?

N01N
N01N 4 mths ago

I feel sad tbh I don't feel angry anymore just sadness it really does hurt how after everything I have done he doesn't seem to care to put half the effort to save the. relationship and yet still thinks he didn't do anything wrong and Iam the one who ruined it for " not appreciating his efforts"

Jimjimcho
Jimjimcho 4 mths ago

reminding myself that no response is a response. people who want to fix things, do. you don’t need to chase closure from someone who’s showing you where their effort ends.

N01N
N01N 4 mths ago

you are right thanks for your motivation i really appreciate it I will think about this words more

Dreamer01
Dreamer01 4 mths ago

i remember hitting that same wall realizing the only reason things kept going was because i kept trying. when i stopped, the silence was so LOUD. it’s brutal when you see that they were never fighting for it the way you were. i promise that moment of clarity hurts like hell but it’s also the start of getting free.

N01N
N01N 4 mths ago

I swear " they were never fighting for it the way you were " Hits so real like omg it's so frustrating, sad and heartbreaking at the same time but I guess it makes things easier to accept cause you know once you are done with it everything is done there is nothing holding you back

Mekdi
Mekdi 4 mths ago

you got this.
you will get through this

N01N
N01N 4 mths ago

I hope so

Mekdi
Mekdi 4 mths ago

@N01N you will.
it always feels we won't but we will.