Today him and i called and during our call i remembered that he said he deleted our chats on tiktok and Instagram(blocked me as well) . He told me this yesterday and it didn't sit well with me but i never touched on it till today during our call. I asked him if that's all he deleted and he said he also deleted my number and chats on WhatsApp.
I paused during the call and cried because that's one thing that was precious to me because its raw and shows everything without a filter unlike pictures where you only get to see the good moments. He asked me why am i crying and i told him that this just made me realize that I've been holding on while he let go. We had a back and forth and he said that what's precious to me doesn't equate to what's precious for him coz we're different people. He told me he values our pictures(memories) more than the chats which didn't make sense to me coz at some point in our relationship, our tiktok steak meant everything to him and when it died. He never sent me videos again.
I told him this was confirmation that i need to let go. He got mad hearing me say this and told me that I'm trying to convince myself and it's not trueš.
I told him I'm finally letting go and he asked me to come see him for the last time and spend a few days at his place. I don't know if i should go or not coz a lot has happened since we last saw each other.
Any advice?
Last updated on:2025-11-19T01:59:45+05:30
Comments (5)
what do you honestly feel would happen if you went? likeā¦ would it give you closure or just reopen everything again?
š„ŗI don't know actually, i need to think about this.
the ācome see me one last timeā thing always messed with my head. whenever i felt this confused, iād wait a day or two before making any call. just to see what my heartās saying when the emotions calm down a bit.
if you want to go, you can go.. I went back to my ex three times and at the end of it all it didn't work out...
my ex wiped out everything too, like our whole history justā¦ gone. i remember staring at the screen feeling so stupid for still holding on. that moment you realize they already let go hits like a truck. iām really sorry you had to hear that while on the phone with him