day 1 thanksgiving

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he called it off again this morning and he just kept repeating how it would never work and how he wasnt good enough. he ended on telling me he'll be home some day but not right now. i said " the doors unlocked and the lights are on" and he replied " ill keep an eye out" it hurts so bad typing that out actually made me sick. how am i supposed to heal i dont want to im just not ready

Last updated on:2025-11-29T08:51:49+05:30

Comments (4)

AshNote
AshNote 3 mths ago

when he said that, did it feel like he was actually leaving the door open, or more like he was afraid to cut things fully?

swatraidme
swatraidme 3 mths ago

felt like he just didnt want to tell me bye

almostdead
almostdead 3 mths ago

it hurts like hell, but giving yourself some distance, even a little, can stop the constant reopen of the wound.

lonelystrak
lonelystrak 3 mths ago

my ex used to do that “i’ll come back someday” thing too and it messed with my head so much. it’s like she want the comfort but not the commitment. i’m really sorry you’re sitting in this.