Heartache

I wish there was a simple answer. You just have it taken each hour as it comes. keep busy, stay strong

when the ache hits you, is it the person you miss or the comfort you had with them? sometimes those two feel the same even when they’re not.

when my heart aches, i like to think wow how beautiful was that experience that it hurts so deeply. which makes me remember that who i am meant to love will find me, and i will be okay. i stay strong becahse he knows exactly where i am but chooses not to come here.

honestly, when it gets bad like that, i let myself feel it for a bit then try to do one tiny thing that pulls me back. music, a walk, writing it out. it doesn’t fix it, but it softens it.

when my ex left, the missing part hit me like a punch in the chest every night. it’s wild how someone can be gone but still take up so much space in your mind