wishing I did things differently, wishing I held on a little tighter.
Last updated on:2025-12-10T23:08:03+05:30
Nc day 83, randomly breaking down crying
wishing I did things differently, wishing I held on a little tighter.
Last updated on:2025-12-10T23:08:03+05:30
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when those “i wish i did more” thoughts hit you, is it about one specific moment or everything in general?
those random breakdowns are brutal, but they’re kinda part of the process. i used to just let the wave pass and write down whatever was hurting. it made the guilt feel a little lighter.
remember around my day 70 something, i kept replaying every moment thinking “if i just tried harder maybe he’d still be here.” that kind of regret hits out of nowhere
it hits you when you least expect it. it's hard to not think about them and not want to talk to them until you realise you can't then boom tears
girl I get you it hurts so much I’m 200+ day NC
it sucks I think im getting better than on a random Tuesday night im bawling my eyes out
@Iwant2BeOk Girl im so sorryyy ik it hurts. it is absolutely not your fault trust me you’ll find someone better . it will be hard but you can move on try to distract yourself with fun things and new people it will take time