the nights are the hardest for me. it hits all over again when i realize i might never be with him. a part of me still holds onto hope, even though he told me there’s nothing there the last time we spoke.
i thought walking away would make it easier, but it hasn’t. i still wish we were in contact. i’m hurting so much because i truly love him.
i know i made mistakes. i was trying to work on myself, but sometimes insecurity costs you something you can’t get back. i miss him deeply. some days it feels completely over and i don’t even know if he’ll ever forgive me.
Last updated on:2026-02-26T21:10:05+05:30
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you say insecurity cost you him, what do you mean exactly? were you actually treated with patience while you were working on yourself, or are you carrying all the blame alone?
my brain starts romanticizing it at night, i try to remind myself that he said there’s nothing there. not to punish myself, just to stay grounded. hope can be beautiful but it can also keep the wound open
hello stranger everything will be okay with time 🫂
nights used to destroy me too. everything gets louder in the dark, the hope, the regret, the “what ifs.” i left someone thinking it would make me stronger and it just made me lonelier. i kept replaying my mistakes like i could undo them. that “maybe i lost my greatest love because i was insecure” thought? it haunted me you’re not alone in that spiral.
One of the things that came out during my very vocal breakup was my insecurity, founded though because he cheated on me. I really miss him though find nights really tough too.
I totally get it. Nights are tough, and the pain comes back stronger when you realize you can't get things back. we all here for you, and loving him is okay. Try to deal with the pain in a healthy way, this app will help a lot. Take your time, and take care of yourself