we broke up a week ago and it doesnt feel real all. I miss him so much. we had a lot of miscommunication and he got insecure at the end. I dont know what to do because I really just want him back. torwards the end of our relationship he was unsure if he wanted to still be together. I gave him time to decide but he kept switching his mind. I asked upfront for an answer and he just decided to end it because was hurting not having an answer. I regret letting that desion be the end all be all. I dont know i feel very lost. we were togeather for three years and ive known him for almost 6 years. he met my family and I met his. I really saw a life with him and I never imagined there would be a time where he'd be gone.
in the past when we were rocky we made playlists on spotify and spoke to eachother through there. now he made a playlist about our breakup and im debating if I should follow it.
I dont know I have so many conflicting feelings especially with the playlists. I wish he'd just text me
Last updated on:2026-03-12T18:08:03+05:30
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that part about the spotify playlist really stuck with me. do you feel like following it would comfort you, or are you scared it might just open the wound again?
when someone kept changing their mind about us, i had to stop chasing the next signal. i muted the places where he could send little indirect messages, songs, posts, all of it. it hurt, but the constant guessing hurt worse for me.
that unreal feeling the first week too. my ex and i together and one day it just… stopped, my brain kept waiting for his text like nothing had changed. those shared things like playlists hit HARD when they turn into breakup songs
it does get better trust me just try to detach ❤️🩹