To the person who gave up on me… I miss you so much

To the person who gave up on me…
I miss you so much. everything about you. your touch your voice waking up to you every day… but I’m so mad at you for putting me through all this pain. I can’t imagine doing life without you. we’ve been through so much and had each other’s backs no matter what. but I guess you’re just done with me now… you were my world my everything. I’ve loved other people before but nothing has hurt like this. you were my fiancée my soulmate my best friend my rock… now we’re just distant strangers who once loved each other but won’t even know each other anymore. I’m sorry I wasn’t the man you needed me to be and couldn’t change like you wanted. but when you love someone like that you don’t give up on them no matter what. you stay by their side through it all. you’re the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing on my mind when I sleep. you’re always with me every single day. it’s been less than two weeks and I just wanna scream and cry. you broke up with me your fiancé over the phone couldn’t even do it face to face. you want nothing to do with me now blocked me told me to not contact you. how can you be so cold to someone who was once your other half? I don’t get it. I wanted you and only you every single day. no relationship is perfect but I wanted you all of you forever. I’ll always want you. part of me is gone now and it’ll never be whole again. we’ve loved each other since we were teenagers and now we’re almost 30. it hurts that you’re doing this throwing everything we had away. I’m sorry I didn’t communicate better always felt attacked and got defensive. I have mental stuff I work on with a doctor and I know it’s not easy. but you gave up on me. you gave up on us. and I’ll never stop loving you. you’ll always be my person you always have been you always will be. but I guess I have to learn how to live without you now even though it’ll be one of the hardest things I’ll ever do. I guess that’s what you want. just don’t forget I love you I always will till the day I die. guess this is goodbye.

Last updated on:2024-12-11T15:45:53+05:30