I’ve never really known what love feels like. Haven’t been in many relationships—just one online thing with someone I never even met irl. After that it’s just been failed situationships.
I don’t even feel loved by my family. My parents have always been kinda distant but I can’t even blame them. I’ve been hating myself since I was a kid.
Love feels like something I can’t afford. I don’t even know what it’s like to be genuinely loved and yeah, I crave it. But when someone actually tries to love me I end up acting like my parents—distant and emotionally checked out.
I’m a sad mess but I love someone. I would’ve changed for her but she doesn’t want me like that. Now I’m just here watching her love someone else while I get high every day.
Every year feels like just another letdown.
Last updated on:2024-12-16T17:16:38+05:30
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You have to give love lots of it before people will love you back.