How could there be a reality without her it literally breaks my heart waking up in a world where she’s not here

How could there be a reality without her it literally breaks my heart waking up in a world where she’s not here. I loved her more than a wife more than a best friend like family the family I always wanted but never had. I wish I could feel her energy in the room again feel the love she used to give me. I wish I still had her heart like I thought I did back then I wish I was special to her the way I believed I was. I wish that bond was just as strong and real for both of us. I feel like a tree ripped from its roots no way to connect or express myself now. She was the one person I could be real with. I feel like the wind that just brushes past everything but ends up alone at the end of the day. Like the ponds stuck in caverns with no way to flow. Like a faint light struggling to fill the room I feel like I'm in a house we built together but now I’m the only one here. It feels like I’m living a life we were supposed to share but now I’m doing it alone. I just wish I could reach out and touch someone who loved me feel like I’m enough loved with all my flaws. The happiness I had with her felt like this perfect painting I always dreamed of but now I’m stuck in this same place where my love kindness and hope just dry up. I feel like the last star in a sky that used to have two but at least when there were two I knew I had a light.

Last updated on:2025-01-02T11:58:06+05:30