I broke the big rule I was doing so good but I texted him.
Then I felt bad like I was selfish doing it so close to Christmas. I get now that I’m lonely and still not over him.
just wish he was fighting for me but even after texting even after him saying he misses me he’s still not trying to make it work. So yeah I kinda have my answer. I need to move on for real now.
I delete posts like this sometimes but I wanna remember this next year. I feel like absolute trash but it’ll pass.
Last updated on:2025-01-14T14:11:33+05:30
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I wish you were my ex. I miss her. Before no contact she even cried saying Christmas is coming and we won’t be together. I was like why you crying? Just come over let’s fix it. That was our last call. Now it’s back to no contact. She gave me so much love and good energy I just want her to have the best. I can’t even hate her no matter how much I wanna to deal with not having her.