my heart hurts so bad hearing him say that. he said he was joking but i know he wasn’t. it shows in the way he’s been acting. i miss when he actually liked me when talking to him felt easy not like i was forcing him to stay. i miss when he cared about what i said when i wasn’t just a chore to him. i miss my boyfriend... this guy feels like a stranger. he’s not the man i fell for. it’s like i’m drowning the weight of everything crushing me. he’s the only person i’ve ever loved so why can’t he love me back? do you actually hate me? i asked, just hoping for some kind of reassurance. but he kept the joke going and said yes. i feel so broken. it hurts even more knowing i’ll never forget him and i hate that.
Last updated on:2025-01-15T13:22:36+05:30
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Bless you. I see you're doing your GCSEs and you're super young. I remember breaking up with my bf after 1 1/2 years when I was 17. Thought I'd never be happy again and I totally scoffed at every adult who said your first real breakup feels like the end of the world. I promise you it doesn't feel like it right now but you will fall in love again harder than you think.
You'll look back and wish you hadn't wasted time on this boy. You deserve to feel respected and wanted and you gotta treat yourself better.
Yeah at first it’ll feel like a mistake and you’ll feel horrible. But you gotta stick it out ride the wave and eventually you'll see it was the right choice. Better people are out there who will make you way happier than he ever did.
Forget that dude 🤬 Sending you all the love 💖
Sometimes stuff just doesn’t vibe right.
*ex bf
Wake up n break up no stress it’ll get better
thank you for this ❤️