Since the breakup, I’ve been all over the place emotionally. Some days I’m good loving my friends and being on my own. Other days he shows up in a dream, and my brain just won’t chill. I get mad snappy and stuck in my head.
It’s been 4 months and now I just wanna go off piercings, tattoos, hair dye, maybe even that nose job I’ve always wanted. I used to be so against all of that but at this point healing naturally isn’t doing it. Part of me feels like if I completely reinvent myself maybe I’ll feel better. if he ever sees me again he won’t even recognize me.
I’m just so mad. I used to be this sweet person and he’d always say how much he loved me. But now I’m starting to think love is such a scam. All those reassurances mean nothing when someone decides they’re done with you. I don’t even wanna believe in love anymore it’s just attachment and liking the attention right?
Last updated on:2025-01-16T13:43:57+05:30
Comments (5)
Don't let one person ruin your belief in love.
Love is complicated that's for sure.
Reinventing yourself can be empowering. Do what makes you feel good.
I feel this. Breakups are the worst.
Sounds like you’re getting closer to the acceptance stage of grief. Keep pushing you’ll get there. And when you do you’ll be a whole new version of yourself naturally. If you ever see him again you’ll realize he was never the version your heartbroken self put on a pedestal. Just keep going you’re almost there. The only way out is through.