I can barely focus at work feels like I'm stuck in a fog. The holidays were so off couldn't enjoy anything. I have this constant sinking feeling in my chest that won’t leave and all I think about is him. I've never felt such a deep connection with anyone. He was so smart and amazing loved having those deep convos with him. Felt like no one else really got me, like he understood my mind. He made me wanna be better look better think better just be better. Gif giving is my love language so I bought him a PS5 for Christmas even had it delivered to his place so he wouldn’t have to see me. Spent more on him than I ever have on anyone. I was so hyped thinking I’d make him happy. Now I just feel small and dumb. I want him to be happy but idk how to let him go. I just think about all the ways I could’ve made him happy even if it was just for a moment. I feel disposable and I don’t know how to turn off my heart.
Last updated on:2025-01-24T17:02:08+05:30
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I'm so sorry. Don’t rush moving o only do it when you're ready. If you still love him you still love him, no need to force it. It sucks but you gotta sit with your feelings as long as you need to. It’s painful, but it’s the way to be real with yourself and heal. That process teaches you so much, even if it’s tough. I'm kinda going through something similar been there before. It’s okay to still love him just love yourself more.
Me right now 😭
I wish I could just switch off my heart and my mind :/
Oh wow yeah I totally feel this. Kinda feel like I’ve lost who I am.
I don’t know everything that went down between you two but here’s the vibe Stop watering dead plants.
Sometimes a relationship just runs its course even if you had mad good times. It’s tough but maybe things will click later. Let yourself feel and cry when you need to it’ll pass eventually.
Sorry but not enough info to say much... but if you're not with him anymore, he couldn't have been that perfect
yeah but it could've also been her lol
@LiveLife11 Ayy! I'm tryna make her feel better 🥰😄😆
i feel this so much im right there with you
I feel this. Moving on feels like I’m lowkey betraying my promise to marry her and always be there for her. But she dipped and broke her promise so I shouldn’t care... but I still do. And moving on means I’m finally accepting she’s really gone and tbh sometimes I still can’t believe it. We were so perfect for each other I never thought this would actually happen. My mind keeps running through all our memories and it’s like she’s still here.
I don’t wanna move on... but I know I gotta. I’m just scared I’ll never find love again. Pls life go easy on me.
I feel this too it just shows how loyal we really are
This is legit exactly how I feel rn. How long's it been since the breakup?
@IrisYom months later and it still feels like hell. She’s already got a new bf and I’m barely getting through each day. No clue what I did to deserve this kinda pain but I’m struggling. I miss her so much it’s unreal.