She ended things with me but I couldn’t accept it like I wasn’t ready to face the fact that it was over. We didn’t fight or cry that night but my head was all over the place so I grabbed my keys and just drove fast for way too long. I told 2 of my friends she dumped me and they tried to reach me for a while until they tracked me down (they have my Life360). When they found me they took me to their place and let me crash there. Fast forward 6 months and I was at work yesterday talking with 2 coworkers about exes (one of them’s in a happy relationship). The other single guy and I were venting about our exes how much we loved them how good they were to us and I told him I never cried about it like I tried to move on and thought I had. He said he cried about it then the guy in the relationship told me to just let it out. I was like nah but it stayed with me all day and even today. Later that night I was just chilling in bed listening to music when her favorite song came on. I started thinking about her and I remembered the time she brought me donuts at work. I love donuts they’re simple but make me so happy and she knew that. I thought about it so much I legit convinced myself I could smell the donuts and her perfume and that’s when I finally broke down. 6 months after the breakup I finally cried about it and I didn’t know what else to do but write this out.
Last updated on:2025-01-27T10:32:42+05:30
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That's solid bro you can’t keep that stuff bottled up. Let yourself feel it. It’s key to moving on trust.