I’m feeling so much pain but also kinda hopeful at the same time. I always put her before myself like to the point she’d get mad at me for not taking care of myself. Yesterday she said she felt like I didn’t support her like I wouldn’t stand up for her called me immature and then she got super mad at me for the first time. It broke my heart. I wanna feel upset by what she said but I can’t even bring myself to. Part of me is stuck on how much her words hurt and how cold they were like maybe I should move on and find someone better for me. But another part of me is just wishing with everything I have that things could go back to normal that I could stay with her. I feel so stupid like maybe I trusted too much.
Last updated on:2025-01-28T18:00:38+05:30
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You're gonna find someone who's actually into you.
She's clearly not the one.
You're worth more than her negativity.
She's tripping honestly.
Major mood swing
I gave her everything my pride my trust my love. I was so happy felt so loved. Was it all fake? Was I the only one who felt like that? She seemed so chill today while I was falling apart knowing all the warmth all the love was just gone. And who even knows when I’ll feel it again. I think about the future all these possibilities that could be so amazing but then I snap out of it and I’m alone. Just me in the cold emptiness of my room wondering if my heart will ever love again or if I’ll ever find someone like her someone who makes life feel meaningful. But for now all I can do is wish I could figure out how to keep going feeling so drained unloved and alone.