yo so I had this girl best friend n I fell for her

yo so I had this girl best friend n I fell for her hard n she felt the same (at least I think she did) we started dating but kept it from some of our friends n tbh I was too dumb back then to realize how much she really meant to me
I caught feelings way deeper than I ever thought I could but we were both fresh outta relationships so it was messy I started noticing little things she did that reminded me of her ex but I never said anything bc I didn’t wanna start drama turns out she saw some of her ex’s traits in me too (which is wild bc her ex was actually my friend first) n tbh all that mixed w us hiding the relationship just made it impossible for us to love each other right
it didn’t work out we tried to stay friends after but I fumbled bad I broke her trust by telling a mutual friend stuff I never should’ve said n I regret it so much idk how to live w that guilt
I tried to fix it I apologized sent flowers texted called but she’s not budging she says she needs time n I get it but it kills me knowing how I treated her I shoulda showed her how much she meant to me I shoulda loved her better
my depression got me at my lowest rn like as I write this I’ve almost finished my goodbye letter all I want is for her to be here w me bc I love her more than anything
I broke the trust of the love of my life by saying something I never should’ve now I’m drowning in regret n can’t even talk to her

Last updated on:2025-01-30T14:01:13+05:30