Met this fire girl like a year ago. We were like yin and yang. Lowkey was thinking of wifing her up next year. No joke boys she changed my whole life. She made me believe in myself pushed me to make big moves in my career and I’ve come so far cuz of her. Never argued not once. Every moment together just hit different.
Yesterday she got a huge opportunity in her field. Full package deal in London. Only problem? I’ve been building my business here in UK for years I’m finally growing and I can’t just drop everything.
Had a deep ass convo like an hour ago. Told her to chase her dreams and as much as I’d love to go with I realized I’d just be holding her back. I love her enough to step away.
And man… this shit hurts. I broke up with her to set her free. Ik how that sounds but our schedules were already clashing and if I left I’d be throwing away everything I’ve built. Restarting from scratch in a new city just ain't an option.
Yeah boys I’m down bad. But what would y’all do? I can’t be a simp and just ignore reality. Would hurt even more if I dragged this out till the day she left. So yeah my head’s all over the place. Never felt heartbreak like this. Never loved a woman more than my own mom. And now? Back to square one. Alone. No social life. Just me and my thoughts.
If you made it this far I ain’t suicidal or mad. Just real fucked up like when the Dodgers picked up Roki. Just live your life boys. Don’t fall too hard or this kinda shit will happen.
Now all I can do is sit here stare at this six-pack and think… wtf did I just do?
Last updated on:2025-02-03T16:04:32+05:30
Comments (7)
This is a learning experience. Use it to grow and become a better person.
You're a strong individual. Don't let this break you.
You're a real one. Prioritizing her happiness is admirable.
You did the right thing. Even though it hurts.
That's a tough one bro. Love is complicated.
What's the point of living if you don't feel love? You're lucky to find someone who gets you like that with all that connection and love. I believe in life paths so maybe you'll cross paths again in the future. It could just be one of those moments in your life that was meant to be for now. Either way I'm sorry this sucks. Time will heal or at least let you keep going one day at a time.
Honestly I probs won’t heal but at the end of the day I’m still a man right? Our feelings don’t really matter tbh. Gotta keep grinding putting food on the table. Kinda wish I had just one solid year. Thought I’d start this year with my wife but ended up cutting it off before it could get worse. I’m not really the type to post but I needed to vent since my only friend is gone and I’m not about to call my mom.
Even though we ended on good terms I knew it was over once she mentioned her job. It hit like when someone dies or when you mess up bad. She’s so damn smart tho helped with a huge Kickstarter and of course they had her moving to some HQ in the middle of nowhere. I’m probs overreacting, I know that but I’m super impatient. I’d pay an extra $200 just to skip the line. What I want? My damn wife. Got everything else dream car good fam nice apartment fun job but can’t find the one. I have to talk to girls at work and yeah I attract them but like what is going on in their heads? Who raised them? Before my ex I’d try to talk to randoms on the street. Even just a good morning or excuse me but nah either ignored or they’re just weird. Took one girl on a date met at Target and she showed up with a backpack full of crystals and witch books. She seemed normal the day before. I remember that day too downtown at 4/20 in 2022. After that date I went to an event. But yeah she started casting spells and doing her weird stuff. I follow God though.
I don’t even know what I’m saying now just goes to show how wild my head is with how every year keeps getting worse. Rent went up 13% clients are more demanding turning 25 with no girlfriend and no Valentine’s Day plan my bday’s right after Valentine’s btw so it’s been years without a Valentine. And to top it off I got this degenerative spine disease so in years or less I might not even be able to walk. 😂😂 But hey I love life. Can they just drop GTA 6 already? Please